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The enemy is sneaky. Let me say it again... the enemy is sneaky! The rat. I had a revelation this weekend. Elevation started a new sermon series called kill switch. To put it in brief, sin is the kill switch in your relationship with God. I took all the info from the sermon in and just listened. Didn't have any revelations, didn't have any hit me in the face moments, didn't have a big AH HAH until this morning drinking my coffee. My sin is worry. My sin is lack of faith. My sin is questioning God's intentions. I know how much God loves me. I know I am his kid and he has the best in mind for me. Yet here I am, again, questioning the circumstances in my life. I keep looking far ahead. I keep questioning. I keep asking why is this happening not what are you teaching. So I've been miserable. My communion with God has been broken and I hated it. I didn't understand why. The enemy has such a way of masking sin you truly don't even recognize it. I lost sight of my purpose. I lost sight of my reason of being here. I'm not here for me. I'm here to worship God. In everything. So what, if I hate my job. Praise God. So what, if some relationships didn't workout the way I wanted. Praise God. So what, if my boss thinks I do nothing right. Praise God. My Savior is the only one I live for. As long as I look at him for my guidance, I'm in the right place. My purpose is the same no matter the circumstances. To bring honor to his name. To praise him. To bring heaven to earth. The kill switch is gone. I'm in full steam ahead!