my mind at the moment...

There is no purpose behind this blog than to just vent.  So, what am i doing?  Really?  What?  I teach school, coach a bazillion sports, and wait tables.  Not to mention run, hang out with some greeks, and volunteer at church.  So, why is it that sometimes i'm lonely?  It would seem I have everyone and anyone around me at any given time, and I do, but I'm the only one experiencing this life.  I'm the only one that is sharing the experience with me.  And I'm not complaining, I'm just saying... I would love to not feel as though this crazy life thing I'm going through was a solo experience.  Just when I think it might not be, I get discouraged at the circumstances.  Really?  But I need to not look at what I don't have, and rejoice in all i do have.  Complete freedom!  Own space.  No answering to anyone.  Random trips.  No planning around others.  Sounds kind of selfish... but hey that's my life.  I guess there is good and bad.  But sometimes i would like to try the earlier one! haha