Dear Daddy,
I missed your birthday. Actually, I didn't. I thought about you the entire day because everyone kept reminding me. So many people saying, well it must be hard he's not here, thinking of you... How are you doing? blah, blah, blah. I really wanted to say, "why today? Why would you think today is any different than any other day. I miss him everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY! "
Well... WELL! Today was different. It was busy but today I hated not having you for my birthday. You've always been at every birthday, every single one. Since the time I came out and you followed me out of the room and leaving momma, you have been there. So today, today was the hard day. Today was the day I wanted more than ever to hear that, "Well happy birthday Heather" but today I didn't hear it and it SUCKS!! Just plain SUCKS. I made sure to spend time with momma today because I just don't know if next year she will be here, so I wanted to know that I did all I could to not miss time this year.We did celebrate and I put on a good smile, but I missed you....
So all to say, Happy Birthday to me. Happy, Happy Birthday. I am glad to have made it to 36 but hate you couldn't make it past 63.
Be Particular,
Me.
