I was recently asked why haven't you blogged, where is your blog, do you still blog? I must say I don't know. I used to write all the time. I loved writing. But what once brought me joy became a chore in the blink of an eye. I'm here. I'm still alive and I think my creative juices are still flowing but it's been a crazy few months. A lot of soul searching, a lot of accepting the fact there are people in my life that I love, but can't be around. Folks that are good people but don't help me in my walk with God, but are toxic in bringing me down. I wish I could say i was stronger than that but I ain't. There are people who I see potential in, people that I know can do great things for God but won't leave their comfort zone. It hurts my heart to say, but I can't fix that. I pray. I pray to the one who can fix it. So with a broken heart I have to say So Long. Now, am I cutting these people out? NO! No Way! Why would I cut out people who can see something different in me but, I can't invest as much time in these people. By no means do I want to get stuck into a 'Christian Bubble' but I know I'm happiest when my focus is on God and there are some people who steal my focus. If I'm focused on the wrong things, I tend to fall apart.
So... I'm here. I'll do better blogging, I hope. If you want to read what I have to say. One last thought, "Often what we think is a due date is different from God's appointed time." The waiting game continues in my life. But I know in His appointed time all will be right. I just have to wait for my appointment!
